Just Emotions Taking ME Over

Sex has the abilities to either 1 build something up, or 2 tear something down. When you engage in a sexual relationship with somebody your feelings a more vulnerable and you are definitely putting yourself out there to be hurt. Everything becomes less casual and more strict. Things that wouldn't bother you before may now bother you. I myself am in a very complicated situation where I think the best and only option is to just..just stop. I am officially throwing my hand in. BECAUSE I REALIZED I'm ALL OUT OF SPADES.....